I'm lying to myself again.. because.....................
My friends keep asking me what I'm doing now..
My answer is goyang kaki everyday..
Due to this answer, I feel guilty and sad..
How come my life become so meaningless??
How stupid am I since I'm just wasting my time without doing anything?
My dad was scolding me last night.. He asked why I lying to myself and don't want face to the truth? I didn't answer him, I just walk away..
He told me that I can't go back to study life.. because this is most impossible thing for me.. If I want continue my study, I should put more effort on my study and can't waste my mum's money any more.. I think I can't do that, so I didn't tell my parents that I'm not willing to start my working life..
After 29 August 10, It may be no more reason for me to stay at home..
I have to face it, I should back to the reality..
STOP DREAMING!! hurt, You have no money have no time to waste any more..
I will start working on September if there is possible for me..=(
Haixxx... What job is suitable for me?
I'm lack of communication skill, POOR English and zero experience..
Anyone can introduce some job to me?? =(
Hope everything will be fine...........
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