September going to end soon..
This month consider a good month to me..
I LIKE September..Weeeee...
I decide to change my blog style because I feel my blog full of negative thinking..
If read more will become sot geh.. haha...Not good.. XD
I had an interview last week..
This is the conversation between us..
Mr.I : Er, why you study account but not apply account job?
Me : *smile*.. because I don't like the job related to account,its too bored..
Mr.I : *he looking at me and his eye open till big big* Har? you don't like work as account job, then why you study account??
Mr.I : Your height only 15X cm.. Sorry, It is not qualified for this job..
Me : .............*think for few minutes*
Mr.I : Ok,then you show me your resume..
Me : Sorry, I didn't bring.
Mr.I : *his eye open big big again* Har? You come for interview but you didn't bring your resume? haiz.. Between, are you interested in account job? I can ask my colleague give you an interview without resume..
Me : No need, thanks.. *I was thinking that should I try?*
Mr.I : ok, that all for today, We will contact you within 2 weeks..
Haha.. I know this is not a formal interview for you all and I feel weird also..
But at last I went to cc and print out my resume to him..
I hope to hear good from you soon.. Plssss... I need a job now..T.T
我的名字 叫明志 這個自我介紹方式 Izinkan ku memperkenalkan diriku, nama saya ialah Namewee My name is Namewee this is how I introduce myself 從小老師 就認為我是想要惹事 Sejak kecil lagi, cikgu ingatkan ku seorang yang suka buat hal My teachers always thought I was looking for trouble 我熱愛文字 我討厭公式 我不想面對考試 Aku suka menulis, aku benci formula dan ujian sekolah I love literature but I hate the school system and all its exams 我更討厭你規定我的頭髮款式 Aku lagi tak suka jika sesiapa komen kat style rambut ku I get annoyed when people comment on my hair style 我的思考方式 沒有人能夠抑制 Pemikiran style aku, tiada orang boleh Ubahi I was born with a mind that is beyond the control of others 大人都固執的怪我固執 不懂事 Orang dewasa anggap aku ni degil dan tak matang Adult always blamed me for being stubborn & naive 我明白 待人處事都有 它的模式 Aku tahu memang ada pelbagai caranya berurusan I realized our society has its way of life 但不代表 全部人都要變成孔子 Tapi ia tak bermakna semua orang harus menjadi Konfusius But that doesn’t mean all of us must become Confucius
十五歲 那年初我染上音樂的毒 Pada umur 15 tahun, aku discover muzik Age of 15 I discovered the joy of music 我透過音符 來降低我內心的無助 Nota nota membantu ku lalui masa yang tak berdaya Through its notes I find ways to express my thoughts 我學習美術 但依然無法省悟 Aku cuba belajari seni tetapi ia tak membantu I tried picking up art but it could not hold my inner feelings 是孤獨創造梵谷 還是梵谷創造孤獨 Adalah kesepian mencipta Van Gogh ataupun Van Gogh yang menciptakan kesepian? Was loneliness created Van Gogh or Van Gogh created loneliness? 中學畢業後 華人得自求多福 Tamat sekolah menengah, kebanyakkan orang cina mencari rezeki di luar Negara Upon finishing high school Chinese must find ways to further their studies 揮揮衣袖 我決定要到台灣留宿 Akhirnya, aku pun membuat keputusan untuk menginap di Taiwan Faced with challenges I decided to pursue my education in Taiwan 爸爸媽媽不要擔心 我不會辜負 Ayah, mak jangan risau. Ku takkan buat kamu kecewa Don’t worry mom and dad I promise not to fail you 等我讀完書 一定會回到歸屬 Habis belajar nanti, mesti saya balik ke Negara tercinta I will return to my beloved home when I graduate 我會好好過 我必須好好過 Ku akan hidup dengan baik I will be fine I must stay strong 想家的時候 我就打開電腦拼命創作 Apabila rindu kat keluarga, ku akan terus cipta lagu When I lone for home I turn on my PC and started writing 牆壁上的大馬國旗 是我的寄託 Bendera Malaysia yang gantung kat dinding menjadi inspirasi ku My Malaysian flag on the wall keeping my spirit alive 床頭的那張全家福 總是讓我振作 Gambar keluarga kat tepi katil tetap membuatkan ku lebih tabah My family portrait beside my bed keeping my strong 一個人 在外國 要獨立生活 Seorang hidup di luar Negara, ku mesti lebih gagah As a foreigner living in a strange country I learn to become independent 我做過很多工作 我面對很多數落 Aku buat banyak kerja sambilan, ku hadap banyak gagalan I took up many jobs to pay my bills and tuition fees 無論再辛苦 還有音樂陪著我 Tak semestinya betapa susahnya, ku masih ditemani muzik When times were tough at least I still had my music with me 我理想沒有變 因為我 還是我 Impian ku tidak berubah, kerana aku tetap aku My dream did not change, I am still who I am
我有我自己的夢 自己會走 Aku akan berusaha mencapai impian ku sendiri I have my own dream I will keep going 就算再寂寞 walaupun sunyi Even it’s a lonely path 請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過 Maafkan impuls aku, aku akan hidup dengan baik-baik Please forgive me for being impulsive, I will be fine (相信我還是我) (percayalah, aku tetap aku) Believe me I am still who I am 我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒 Aku tak takut hujan lebat membanjiri ku I’m not afraid the obstacles cos it will not drown me 毅然往前走 Aku tetap akan berusaha I will keep moving forward 就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭 Wakaupun jalan ini agak sukar tapi aku tak akan putus asa Even if it is a journey of no return I will not give up (相信我還是我) (percayalah, aku tetap aku) Believe me I am still who I am
2007 年 那是個遲來的夏天 Tahun 2007, itu musim panas yang datang agak lewat Summer came late in the year 2007 改編國歌事件 讓我人生從此改變 Mengubah lagu negaraku membuatkan hidupan ku berubah My life was forever changed with my national anthem song 透過網際網絡 我闖了禍 Melalui internet, aku menghadapi masalah I got into trouble through the cyber space 但我堅持沒有犯錯 有人 說我叛國 Aku disalah fahami dan ada orang kata aku ni pengkhidnat negara I was misunderstood and got accused of betraying my country 有人 想幹掉我 有人 說不讓我回國 Ada yang tak bagi aku balik ke Negara, ada yang ingin bunuh aku My life was threaten and I even was told I cannot come home 要我磕頭認錯 政客趁機出頭 Saya dipaksa mengaku salah, orang kuat semua keluar menunjuk muka I was pushed into the limelight by influential people trying to gain fame 媒體還配合炒作 世界 各地的記者call我 Pihak media dari seluruh dunia tak berhenti call saya Media got into the action and suddenly international reporters started calling me 我必須學會沉著 Aku mesti tabah I had to learn to stay calm 謠言越來越多 讓人陷入惶恐 Gosip angin semakin banyak, membuatkan ku makin risau Rumours started flowing and my heart started pounding 甚至 還有人把偷渡路線圖 send給我 Saya juga terima peta haram tunjuk aku hilangkan diri I even received maps with international escape routes 爸爸媽媽 對不起 不要難過 Ayah mak, ku minta maaf .. Janganlah kamu sedih Sorry mom and dad please don’t be sad 牆壁上的國旗 我從來沒有拆過 Bendera Malaysia di dinding tidak pernah saya turunkan I have not taken down the flag hanging in my bedroom 我破了千萬點閱 也上了各大版面 Youtube ku ditonton berjuta orang, gambarku juga dipampar dalam banyak surat khabar My youtube video broke records and my face made newspaper covers 有人喜歡有人討厭面臨輿論考驗 Ada orang suka dan ada orang benci. Aku mengahadapi ujian yang sukar ini I got cheered and got booed I must learn to face the music now 我的故事 被文學家 寫進了書 Kisah aku dicatat oleh penulis buku My story was documented into a book 我的臉 還被人畫成了 卡通人物 Muka aku dilukis sebagai kartoon My face even got drawn into cartoon characters 再多褒與貶 都已經事過境遷 Banyak pujiaan dan hinaan ku alami, tapi ia bukan segalanya I wished that all the fame and criticism would die down some day 畢業後的我 決定勇敢面對誤解 Lepas ku tamatkan pengajian, aku membuat keputusan menghadapi semua salah faham Upon graduation I decided to return to my beloved country 我用陸路 交通跨越六個國度 Ku menggunakan jalan darat dan melepasi 6 Negara untuk balik ke Negara cinta With only land routes I walked across 6 countries to come home 拍攝紀錄 沿途上的驚險 和領悟 Ku merakamkan sepanjang jalan yang meliputi ketakutaan dan kesedaran I even shot a documentary on my challenging journey 一步步 很艱苦 終於回到大馬領土 Ia satu perjalanan yang sukar tetapi akhirnya ku berjaya balik ke Negara tercinta Thought every step was tought I finally came home to Malaysia 被拍照 被訪問 還被叫到警察總部 Pihak media tangkap gambar ku, ada temu duga dan aku juga dipanggil ke balai polis I got called to police station and faced many media interviews 雖然 你們都把我 當成公眾人物 Walaupun banyak anggap ku sebagai orang famous Even though most think of me as public personality 但我必須穩住 要保持個人創作元素 Tapi aku mesti tabah, aku mesti tetap dengan ciptaan lagu ku But I stayed true to myself to retain my creative art
我有我自己的夢 自己會走 Aku akan berusaha mencapai impian ku sendiri I have my own dream I will keep going 就算再寂寞 walaupun sunyi Even it’s a lonely path 請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過 Maafkan impuls aku, aku akan hidup dengan baik-baik Please forgive me for being impulsive, I will be fine (相信我還是我) (percayalah, aku tetap aku) Believe me I am still who I am 我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒 Aku tak takut hujan lebat membanjiri ku I’m not afraid the obstacles cos it will not drown me 毅然往前走 Aku tetap akan berusaha I will keep moving forward 就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭 Wakaupun jalan ini agak sukar tapi aku tak akan putus asa Even if it is a journey of no return I will not give up (相信我還是我) (percayalah, aku tetap aku) Believe me I am still who I am
有人說 我的作品荼毒青年思想 Ada orang marah hasil lagu ku mencemarkan fikiran remaja People criticized my songs for poisoning the younger generation 有人說 我的頭腦都在胡思亂想 Ada orang mengata otak ku memikirkan perkara yang bukan-bukan Some said my mind is full of dirty thoughts 說我亂講 說我是社會毒瘤發癢 Mengatakan aku ni merosakan moral masyarakat That I have bad morel in the civil society 還怪我 變成他兒子的偶像 Ada juga yang mengalahkan ku jadi idola kepada anaknya Some just blamed me for becoming his son’s idol 面對攻擊 我早就已經習慣 Aku dah biasa menghadapi semua halangan ini I am used to faced difficult situations 保持沉默微笑 是我最好的答案 Menjadi keheningan sambil senyum adalah jawapan yang ku bagi Keeping silent is my best defense and response 裝模作樣 從來就 不是我的強項 Aku tak suka menjadi kikuk depan orang Putting a fake face is never an option for me 但我出門逛逛 卻要偽偽裝裝 Sekarang aku keluar, susah sangat boleh menjadi diri sendiri lagi I can no longer be myself when I go out 我的email 每天都有人來 訴苦 Tiap-tiap hari aku terima email dari orang lain tuk mengeluh People write to me pleading for help everyday 但我愛莫能助因為我不是 政府 Tapi aku tak berupaya kerana aku bukan pihak kerajaan I just cannot do much because I am not the government 你們來我facebook 鼓勵我 詆毀我 Ada yang mendorong ku di facebook dan ada juga yang menghina ku Some come to my Facebook supporting and slandering me 我不刪除因為那是言論自由淨土 Aku tak delete komen-komen kerana ini adalah kebebasan bicara semua I didn’t delete because it is their freedom of speech 我想要讓你聽見 讓你看見 Aku nak bagi kau dengar, aku nak bagi kau Nampak I want you to listen and I want you to see 我想說的話 我的電影 和我的音樂 Apa yang ingin ku ucapkan, filem ku, dan muzik ku The messages I convey through my voice, my film and my music 徘徊尺度邊緣 自由自在的暢所欲言 Adalah kebebasan bicara Walking the fine line in freedom of speech 那是主流媒體 永遠看不到的世界 Inilah tempat yang tidak boleh diperjuangkan oleh mainstream media Which is something the mainstream media can never understand 我站在不 同的的角度我不會停下腳步 Aku memandang dunia dari pelbagai sudut dan tidak akan berhentikan langkahku I stand from a different point and I will not stop 這條思路 是老天送給我的禮物 Jalan pemikiran saya adalah hadiah khas dari tuhan This path is a gift from god 你說我糊塗 你甚至想要把我說服 Kau mengatakan aku bingung, malah kau ingin menyakinkan ku dengan ayatmu You claimed that I am lost and want to brainwash me 對不起我 還是我那就是我的態度 Minta maaf, aku tetap aku. Inilah sikap ku Sorry, I am still who I am, and this is my attitude 在Kuala Lumpur 開始了新的生活 Aku memulakan kehidupan baru di Kuala Lumpur I am starting new life in Kuala Lumpur 這裡人潮洶湧 馬路坑坑洞洞 Terdapat ramai orang telah terkorban di jalan raya yang berlubang-lubang It is crowded here and the roads are full of potholes 一不小心 我可能會在這裡失控 Saya rasa ku juga mungkin akan hilang control di sini If I’m not careful things may just get out of control 這條路 很難走 但我已經 沒有回頭 Jalan ini agak sukar untuk berjalan, tetapi aku sudah tiada pilihan lain The path is not easy but I do not have a choice anymore
(我還是我 我還是我) (Aku tetap aku aku masih aku) Because I am still who I am
我有我自己的夢 自己會走 Aku akan berusaha mencapai impian ku sendiri I have my own dream and I will go for it 就算再寂寞 walaupun sunyi Even it is a lone path 請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過 Maafkan impuls aku, aku akan hidup dengan baik-baik Please forgive me for being impulsive, I will be fine (相信我還是我) (percayalah, aku tetap aku) Believe me I am still who I am 我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒 Aku tak takut hujan lebat membanjiri ku I’m not afraid the obstacles cos it will not drown me 毅然往前走 Aku tetap akan berusaha I will keep moving forward 就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭 Wakaupun jalan ini agak sukar tapi aku tak akan putus asa Even if it is a journey of no return I will not give up (相信我還是我) (percayalah, aku tetap aku) Believe me I am still who I am
~SMS~ SMS is the way we use to communicate with friends.. But I hate SMS recently.. I hate to be the 1st who message you.. I hate you end it without any reason.. Due to the SMS... I believe because you are the one that I concern.. I didn't believe because you are the one who hurting me.. Are you trying to cheat me? Am I fail to judge who you are?
Ignore what I write today.. I don't know what I want to say.. Sorry..T.T
Friend.. How you describe "FRIEND"? No one can answer me well.. I disappointed on those F***ing ppl who influencing my life.. YOU are the one who spoil my mood!! Can you just disappear in my life..? You are not welcome to step into my life again.. GET OUT FROM MY MY LIFE!!!! Can you don't give me any hope if you can't do it? Can you don't lie to me? Can you please don't ACT in front me because you are not actor and I'm not your audience!! and the way you act is sucks!!! I HATE it!!! Can you just take out your ugly mask and just be yourself..? Please don't come to me again if you blacklisted by me, and please don't ask me why because you know who you are.. Since you dont appreciate me, why do you want.. Some friends that we can trust and hope from them.. But where should I find this kind of friends???
I was drunk last 2 night.. My whole body was red and hot.. and I can't walk straight line..hahaha I keep laughing.. laughing and laughing.. There is no reasons for me to laugh.. zzz My mind is blur and full of his shadow.. I was thinking if I text him or call him when I'm drunk BUT my mind is functioning, its means I know what I'm doing that time? So??? At last I stopped myself without any reason.. Is it I'm trying to control myself? No no no.. I just don't want being hurt again n again.. That's enough for me!! I know YOU are influencing me now.. but who know someday you will disappear in my life and you are no longer important to me!! I just need some time to take a breath and I know "the day" is coming soon.. If we ask a question, should he/she give us an answer? Shouldn't he/she just walk away without giving us any answer.. Its hurt..
