2010年8月31日

今天是八月的最后一天。。
明天也将会是新的一个月了。。
我希望是好的。。
不懂为什么最近常希望新的一个月能快到来，
也许我已感觉2010的恐怖，我希望2010年能赶快结束
最近的我会莫名其妙的忧伤，莫名其妙的厌倦那种感觉。。
我明白我为什么会这样，不想多说。。只想好好的收在心里。
很多时候一厢情愿多了，感觉也累了。。
当期待越高，失望就会越高~
当付出越多，想得到的回报也越多~
当一切不再像从前了，我们便开始怀念过去~

2010年8月25日

Back to KL..
It's stress for me when I'm staying here..aiks..
I don't know how to express out my feeling..
Year 2010 is really sucks to us.. =(
My friends are sad and I don't know how to comfort them..
Hope they recover soon.. Cheer up ya.. =)

I dislike the feeling..
How to start our conversation?
Me : hi,long time no see..
Him : hmm.. long time no see too..
Me : .....
Him : .....

Stupid conversation,right? haiz..
Its torturing me..

2010年8月19日

I'm lying to myself again.. because.....................

My friends keep asking me what I'm doing now..
My answer is goyang kaki everyday..
Due to this answer, I feel guilty and sad..
How come my life become so meaningless??
How stupid am I since I'm just wasting my time without doing anything?
My dad was scolding me last night.. He asked why I lying to myself and don't want face to the truth? I didn't answer him, I just walk away..
He told me that I can't go back to study life.. because this is most impossible thing for me.. If I want continue my study, I should put more effort on my study and can't waste my mum's money any more.. I think I can't do that, so I didn't tell my parents that I'm not willing to start my working life..
After 29 August 10, It may be no more reason for me to stay at home..
I have to face it, I should back to the reality..
STOP DREAMING!! hurt, You have no money have no time to waste any more..
I will start working on September if there is possible for me..=(
Haixxx... What job is suitable for me?
I'm lack of communication skill, POOR English and zero experience..
Anyone can introduce some job to me?? =(

Hope everything will be fine...........

2010年8月11日

伊藤由奈 I Don't Want To Miss A Thing (PV)



I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

2010年8月11日

此刻的心情只想问为什么？？

2010年8月9日

I miss your voice..
I miss your smile..
I miss your joke..
I miss your face..
I miss your caring..
I miss the time that with you~
Sadly, I missed everything of you..
Because YOU are belongs to HER..
Please allow me miss ~him~ tonight...T.T

2010年8月5日

Is too shocked for me to meet him tonight..
but I just pretend that I didn't see him...
didi...my phone ringing..
1 message received...
I saw the number xxx-xxxxxxx..
His message appear in my inbox..
After few minutes, I open it and read..
A simple message that he send to me.. But I think for it whole night..
STUPID me!!!
Argh....Pls la... Can you let me go?
Everything you do are messed up my mind...
I walk into dead road and can't find back my way..
Can anyone lead me back to my way? T.T

2010年8月2日

July was passed..
New month is beginning..
I enjoyed in this 2 months..
Eat, Sleep and Sleep, Eat..
Such as a PIG life...!!!
I hope this is a new month for me..
I hope I can change my life style..
We wait and see... New HURT CHONG is coming soon...=)

Yesterday my friend was scolding me..
STOP dreaming with the stupid number ~xxx~..
I am clear about what I'm doing now.. But...=(
Aiks.. I try to control myself forget all those thing related to this number..
At last I failed to do this..
All memories between us appear in my mind..
Tonight is a scary night for me..
I can't sleep as well..

Please stay far away from me...
Please don't show your caring towards me again...
Please don't tell me that I'm just your friend, It's hurting me...
Please let me go...
I wish that I'm always strong...

I still believe that TIME can heal everything...
Waiting~ waiting~ waiting~ and Waiting~